
I have always been interested in photography however, actually taking pictures and learning more about it has been non-existent. I have had this book on my Wish List for a while now and finally took the plunge last week and bought it. I am super excited and cannot wait to finish the book. I have read the first chapter and I've learnt more about photography in the half-hour I've read it than the 7 months I've had my camera!
I have also decided to turn this blog into a photography blog, as I feel this will best fit my purposes of taking photography and this blog seriously. I have debated about this idea for a long time now, but I feel I will be able to increase the amount posts I make, and also it's a nice way to document my progress. There will still be random posts about my thoughts and feelings but mainly photography.
I can't wait to take you on a journey with me this year!
Angela x
I have nothing to
say. By the end of this, you'll probably realise I'm just talking a pile of
sh*t. I should have a topic of some sort to talk about. But I can’t for the
life of me find anything to say. I just want to write. Write. Nothing to point
out, to make you think. Nothing to tell a story about. Haha.
Too many thoughts
buzzing through my mind. A thousand thoughts per minute. Constantly
reappearing, changing morphing into something else. So unpredictable.
Unpredictable. Tell me something, let me think; dwell on it for a while. Ask me
what I think about it, expect the unexpected. Too many thoughts buzzing through
my mind. Yet my mind is clear. Thoughts
become white noise to me. I'm just living. Living. Living in my own reality.
Angry at the imperfections of the world, which make it perfect. Anger is white
noise. I'm just living. Living. Reflecting on the past, simultaneously looking
to the future. I'm not in the Now. Yet
my flesh is. My body is. My presence is. My mind is in some alternate reality.
Perfectly happy. Perfectly Happy. Phased out. Passed out. Unconscious. Asleep.
Awake. Confused.
Angry. Frustrated.
Annoyed. At what? I can't even say. I want to live. But I'm living. I want to
experience. Yet I'm already experiencing.
Picking out holes in an imperfect perfect world. Move! I'm stuck.
Moovveee!! I'm stuck! Moovvvee! I'M STUCK! There's no where to go but here.
Patiently waiting for life to get a move on. Living in the future. Living in
the past. But not Now. Now is good. Now is all you have.
Clear your mind.
Stay. No thoughts but existence. Stay. No worries. No f*cking worries.
Stay. Just stay in
existence. Embrace. Live.
Scream. Let go. Do
something.
Be happy.
Angela x